"you can spend minutes, hours, weeks, even months analyzing a situation, trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, should've, would've happened. or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move on."
-tupac
Got back midyears results
heart just sank when i received my biology results
thought i would have done better like maybe a pass or wat la
oh well
spent days and night studying but yet, cant even get a decent grade
what has the world gone to..........
its like results = 1/ effort
and the most demoralizing part is :-
there are ppl who could score A's'
and plenty of B and C
and yet cant even get a E or D
and get some S
oh well
eyes went watery during tutorial
oh well
math,
-..-
expected though
due to graphs -.-
thank yeah -,-
Heh ^^
Wonderful birthday celebrations this year ^^
lots of surprise ^^
Ok first celebration was on 16th with clique @ town
wore dress -.- and heels =.=
hell yeah pain my leg
haha
Dine in @ Marche
Food was alright but the $$$ was wow
Was also asked to wear that glowing earrings for the whole day
haha
And at Marche, one of the chefs said "Nice earrings" hahahaha
Walked around Orchard Road, took a few photos.
Then sheryl had to leave,
Coffee @ Coffee Club w/ dione and fyon
Haha
Juliana joined us later with a princess balloon for me ^^
THEY ARE THE FIRST FEW TO WISH ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY FACE TO FACE HEEEHEEE
haha ^^
Cabbed home ^^
Read the letters, can feel the heart , soul and effort put in making the heart shaped letter <3
Thank You juliana & weiting for the flowers and balloon
ALso, THE CUTE FOXXY SOFT TOY HAHAH ^^
LOOK SO MUCH LIKE MEE :)))))
OK 17TH DECEMBER
MY BIRTHDAY ^^
CELEBRATED WITH ZANDRA THE OLD WOMAN, KZY ^^, FAVOURITE DAUGHTER EILEEN & SHIHUI GUAN YIN MA
Met Kzy & old woman @ John Little to get Kzy's pay etc
HAHAHA
@ the customer service
there was a customer on the phone who spoke in chinese
and the customer service person couldn't speak in chinese
so i helped her
hahahha
omg i can work @ customer service helpline sia
bilingual foxxy ^^
heh
after tt met Guan Yin & Eileen
and then eileen and kzy dissapeared haha
and suddenly appeared in Hk cafe
LOL
dinner @ hk cafe with the reccomandations by EILEEN ^^
HAHA
OK
i was asked to cover my eyes
and then
there was a LOVELY CUTE FOX CAKE
HAHA
^^
thank you :)
TODAY^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
NEX WITH CASSANDRA, TRICIA , BALL & WINNIE
ok i took 853 and landed at somewhere in serangoon
wanted to meet winnie
but got lost in the mrt station -.-
haha
Lunch @ Jack Place
Oh well haha
the steak abit bloody but its medium lehhhh :(
haha
but overall its nice :)
AFTER TT
CAKE ^^
HAHA
couldn't finish it coz too full liao
walked around NEX
Tricia was crazy about rilakumar stuff
like mad :O
Then i went to pierce my tragus @ Xcraft
haha
omggggg i love it so much ;) :) :) ;)
haha
Omg, cass is crazy over the _________________ guy
haha
Lots of laughter today, thank me mah hahahaha
OH BTW, I KENA PRANKED BY DIONE LING & CO. ON MY BIRTHDAY
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
Time flies real fast eh
in arnd 5 more days, its christmas
and 11 more days, its 2011
and soon, it'll be judgement day :(
Oh well :(
I've worked real hard these year
pls, don't disappoint me :(
i mean seriously,
i'll be real sad T.T
DECEMBER 18
OMG SO FAST
1 MONTH & 3 DAYS SINCE THE END OF O LEVEL
it seem damn fricking fast
it's seem ytd mugging for prelims, then it was o's' and NOW , 7 DAYS TO CHRISTMAS ?!
U KIDDING ME ?
HAHA
-_-
life is kinda bored at home
but its even worse at work
@ work, u can't even play, talk , freedom is even more restricted than school
i wonder how my life will be like when i'm working in the future :(
school's still the best (Y)
Seriously, i miss school alot. :(
Prom, The Awesome Night.
The first thought of prom (months before it started) was the reluctance to go.
Thinking that it'll be boring and troublesome, because at that point of time, Books WAS MY top priority.
But PROM was AMAZING ^^
We had our prom at Ren-dah-voo hotel (PS: idk how to spell)
Me, emma, bernice & jojoz went to Kristy's house to prepare first
Went to bishan to meet juliana & dione, to do make up & dione's hair
Town to do dione & bernice 's make up and meet sheryl
DIONE AFTER MAKEUP ^^
while waiting for sheryl somewhere in taka
Our 3rd family photo tgtr ^^
Went to MRT to hunt for sheryl and Bus-ed to the hotel ^^
Qin Ai De FYON worszxxc ^^ 
WE LOVE GEOG! heh ^^
Table games and i had to go up -.- haha Rock band , acting -.- LOL SEAN WON ^^ LOOKS LIKE 2E3'O8 PPL ARE GOOD ACTORACTRESSES 
SUGAR CANE ^^ 
FAVOURITE ZANDRA ^^ (COME COME ,SAY I BIASED ^^ ) 
GINA ^^ , BEST BOBBY FOREVER ^^ 
wo ai de dora ^^ nickelodeon's most famous kiddy star ^^ 
DIONE, GET JEALOUS ^^ 
XIAO JI ^^ STUDY MATE FOR 1YR ^^ 
Finally, after so many months, we finally took a photo together. lol 
FULL CLIQUE PHOTO ^^
OK PROM, HEADED TO KRISTY'S GAMBLING DEN THEY GAMBLED, WHILE I USE TO COMPUTER ~ HAHA more photos on facebook ^^
Day 6
Sunday, 21st November !
Today's the 6th day since the end of o level
The O's' just past by so quickly ^^
After like 4 years of studying, ITS VERY FAST.
HMMM, how's my life ?
Kind of empty.
My days are just.........Out out out.
Enjoying but yet feeling abit empty.
A kind of no purpose feel
DON'T WANNA THINK ABOUT IT
I WANNA ENJOY THIS ONE OR 2 MONTHS OF HOLIDAY ^^
CAME OUT A LIST OF THINGS I WNA DO
BUT ENDED UP, PPL SAYING I CRAZY -.-
#1 : GET second Ear piercing , Ear bone, maybe tragus (RATED CRAZY LIAO LOR)
dyed my hair at peter's house during the class bbq
everyone was like giving the woah face la -.-
hmm
if i were to say, i'm going to mug or study, it wouldn't be a surprise lah
-.-
K NEXT............
LET'S TALK BOUT FUTURE.
When i retire, i would like to have my own bakery.
:)
Oh Well
Social's over.
And i can comfirm i screwed it.
:(
sbq was a total mess
the last 2 qns was screwed
i don't even think what i wrote was sensible, logical and i don't think i would even understand what i wrote
gosh
Bullshit _|_
screw humanities ;)
17
17days
Not to o levels, but to the end.
The o levels had just started
It's a week already
Done with english, amaths , emaths and chemistry paper 2
Life is now indeed awesome
as you can see me blogging, doing nothing
lol!
Okay, i'm friggin' left with Bio,phys,geo ,ss and mcq
Deleted all my old posts
because
i think that all of them are all about my stress and rants because of exams
WELL
I THINK I WANNA BE A CAREFREE PERSON
I DON'T WANNA FEEL A BIT A SINGLE PERCENT OF STRESS ANYMORE
:)
enjoy life to the fullest ;)
Last Day.
Days in the room.
I never expect myself going there and having a wonderful time down there.
At other times, i only go there once in a while
I never expect myself to enjoy myself down there.
This period of time can be said as the most wonderful experience i had in school.
It was a period of time, when i could really let out my self
Let go and forget all my stress
I've learnt alot .
I've learn that achieving perfection is not what i want, being happy is what i really want.
It all started in 18th Aug, kelly's birthday when i was on my way up and zebra ong on the way down
As result, i went down as fyon wasn't in.
After then, i started going there instead of my after study
It was also the 7th month period , and zandra was busy scaring me.
Scaring me had became her hobby and interest.
Days in the art room can only
be described with one simple word : Awesomeness.
Below is the dedication for Kelly, Fyon and Zandra.
It may not be as touching as i've said
but it's all written truthfully and honestly from my heart
Zandra
I didn't even expect that i would talk to zandra ong fu rong (ZOFR) so much in my lifetime.
Everytime she would only sit in one corner and give one-word reply.
Even if i disturbed her about her hair cut, she will only ignore and give that "-.-" face.
My first impression for you is just : QUIET!
But during this period my impression of you had changed.
You're crazy and mad.
Scaring me all the time
Hitting my arm all the time.
I would always use your acrylic paint and paint my FOXXY SELF-PORTRAIT.
haha.
Secondly, U ALWAYS LIKE TO GO TO THE TOILET
and you would drink at least 4bottles of water per hour haha.
I enjoy the times walking with you to the busstop too ^^
Lastly, U're someone who have high-expectations on your self and really work hard if you would like to achieve what you one.
I can see that you were real stress on the last few days.
I could sense the stress in you
Even after the art, you were worrying about this and that.
Well, don't worry so much, you'll do well =)
Thanks for the memories,Zebra Zan =)
Your forever and always, PART TIME PAINTER !
Fyon
We knew each other even before i went art room
We are in the same clique, same english class, but we don't really play/disturbed each other so much
but however, during this period of time, some things had changed, and i sat with you during english
english had become one of my most favourite lessons, besides the fact of being kp at.
Well, u're an asshole who likes to hit my T.T
My arm will sure break one day if this continues.
My impression of you had always to be fierce
Maybe it's because i don't see you laugh so much
However.......
this impression had changed during my times in the art room.
I felt that u're actually not as fierce as what i expect.
You're hyper and mad !!!!!
like that zebra !!!!
You're someone who is always not satisfied with what you shade and color
you would always think that it's not good enough
^^
I'm real honoured to be able to witness the development of your art work.
From the colouring of the leaves, crayoning of the flamingo, drawing of the monkeys and also the background.
Thanks for the happy memories , Flamingo Fyon. ;)
Your Forever and ALWAYS, FOXXY FOX
Kelly.
Well, i guess we know each other too long enough already.
6years is too long liao. hahasz.
Well, i realised that u're always not in the art room
THIS IS WHAT I WANNA COMPLAIN HAHA.
but it's always fun to have you there, TO KP u haha
BUT U know I LOVE YOU LAH ^^
Your forever and always, 6YEARS FRIEND.
Lastly,
I never though i would witness the last paint, last ink that you guys drew/paint
I thought that the last day would had been the last day of term 4.
But.....I continue to come during the september holidays
I also thought that i would not come down during my prelims, but i did.
I think i would really really miss the time i had there. (i BET Jw also will miss ME, haha kidding only!!!)
Thanks for the memories people.
Whenever i listen to Perfect-Hedley, Love the way you lie - Eminem ft Rihanna and 987fm, i would always think about you guys :-D
The below is also dedicatefor you all ' :)
